I can, I will do this today

I was thinking... Why do I fill so bogged down and way more stressed. It's the clutter in my life. Yes I have tons to get rid of at my place. With all the moving I've done, there is tons to donate, sell and trash.

I am finally also at a point in my life that I also need to do some finacial cleaning up. My plan is to take down all my debt and anaylsis what is the crap and see what do I really spend on. Then create a new plan attack on my debt so I can learn where I can make the most of my money by paying off the right bills.

I also need to do so scheduling. I make the most of my time and plan to get heathly by scheduling time for myself working out on a daily basis. I will make myself get back in shape by looking the mirror everyday and repeating to myself, "I can, I will do this today"

Early Mornings and Late Nights

So these days, due to situation, I have been coming into work at 6 :30 am and then leaving sometime after 6pm. I don't like it one bit but sometimes you have to do what you have to do. So the positive is I have been working longer hours and helping others at work because I can only really work without for just so many hours. I realize yesterday I really like what I do. I was at work for over 10 hours with pure work. I worked not because I had to. Interactions with others in different cities is what makes me like this job more and more. Then the world leaves me alone and I work under my canopy of Haven listening to Groove Shark. If you haven't used Groove Shark, it is the latest big thing since Pandora for music listening. This user friendly site gives me exactly what I want when it comes to playlists. To be honest I feel compelled to buy some CDs

Talking to a good friend the other night I realized my goal at seventeen was to have a job where I developed applications that help others with their daily tasks. I did it! I am a list girl so I list things I want to do all the time but what should my next big life goal be? I know its not kids yet, I need to be happily married first. My next goal I think is to be out of big debt. Pay off my credit cards and my car. It feels like a lifetime away but if I focus I can do anything. I need a plan.